He attacked me!

he is so ..... grrr! i had the best time ever with adrien, and having him fall asleep in my arms was so endearing, i wanted it to last forever. But oh yes father you had to yell at me for no damn reason. cos we couldn't hear you calling you had to yell at me, all we were doing was having fun. My dad thinks he owns me. Just cos i live in your house doesn't mean i wont fight you when you unjustifiably yell at me. i am so pissed at him.

why i bother....

why did i bother to work so hard on my schooling, not offered any scholarships cos im not in high enough levels, they praise me for being a genious, and im actually considering being an architect. or do something similar to what taylors dad does. i mean he would be okay letting my watch him so he would maybe teach me right? in theory of course (violin music plays) i would have to get a job part time to put me through school, take out loans, and maybe move out of my house. it would be cheaper for me to move out, but i wouldnt be covered by his health care once im out.


life sux.

officially my new blog

gotta keep working on it tho. i think ill dedicate this one to duckie.....