why i bother....

why did i bother to work so hard on my schooling, not offered any scholarships cos im not in high enough levels, they praise me for being a genious, and im actually considering being an architect. or do something similar to what taylors dad does. i mean he would be okay letting my watch him so he would maybe teach me right? in theory of course (violin music plays) i would have to get a job part time to put me through school, take out loans, and maybe move out of my house. it would be cheaper for me to move out, but i wouldnt be covered by his health care once im out.


life sux.